I’ve been sharing for over 2 years to get ready to “surrender all outer attachments”.  In LIGHT of what has happened economically,  I’m posting this again.  I give ‘fair’ warning, anything having to do with a “credit rating” is an outer attachment.  Continuing to hold onto to this outer attachment will only bring more loss and hardship, as credit card holders are drained of life energy.  Be AWARE when making choices.

Reports are also streaming in, that within a few years, over 70% of the children in the US will be using Food stamps and have inadequate health care, with numbers approaching 90% in the adult category needing these services.  It has been stated that the population in the US will be experiencing the worst case of physical deprivation seen in many lifetimes.

We will continue to be offered motivation and opportunities to shift our values…, until we do.  Once we shift, then things will get better and not before.

“I Have”

Things of Value I Carry with Me

The Law of Love & Attraction. Obviously, I had issues with what I was and had been, attracting, as far as experiences went. Same ole’ story, over and over and over. And I didn’t especially like it. Enough is as good as a feast, already.

I could understand the magnetism of what I was attracting on a Quantum level but, honestly, what did Love have to do with it?

Then it hit me, I had chosen to Love the lack of it. Of all things, me, blindsided when it came to Values. That’s when I became the proverbial bull in a china shop. The china shop being the Values I had been serving. That I was now mindless in rattling as my inner life came crashing down, as insubstantial as a house of cards.

One time later in my story my Husband suggested I give away my secret formula for miracles. Just charge a hell of a lot for postage and handling. I disregarded his statement about postage and handling, knowing he was just being a rascal. But his statement that I had a secret formula puzzled me. I didn’t know I knew a formula, secret or otherwise, for miracles.

Then he quoted my own words back to me.

“Values I carry with me where ever I go.”

Oh, I thought, that formula. ‘That’s a formula?’, I asked him, somewhat thrown off by the utter blatancy that had escaped me, unnoticed. Him, being him, just let me chew on it for a while, letting me digest what he had said. It required I take a trip down memory lane, to when I first asked myself to make a list of:

Values I carry with me where ever I go.

I remembered my list. I also remembered how insecure a person I was when I made it.

I listed things like:

Money

Credit card

Debit card

Safety deposit box key. (which held a whole ‘nother list)

The next question I asked myself was, ‘how much time did I spend absorbed with these things?’

Stark realization began to sink in. I spent a LOT of time focused on these things, protecting these things and, trying to accumulate more. Why, my feelings of worth and security, were tied to these and other, things.

Things I could get using various means. I never did resort to outright thievery. I learned about working for what I desired. I also learned how to cajole and manipulate through guilt. Blaming other people for how I felt and, doing my best to try to make them feel guilty for me feeling that ‘not happy’ way. Among the things that I counted on the most, was getting other people to agree with me.

I looked at my list. Things I could get.

Things that not only could be got, but could also be taken. Which led me face to face with one of my greatest fears. Loss. Loss of the things and loss of the ability to get more.

A panorama of my life opened up before me. It almost made me nauseous.

I could get alright. But in that getting, I never did have. I had spent countless moments pursuing objects of my affection, that once acquired, never had led to any firm or secure sense of anything. Worth or loved. What I had created instead, was a solid sense of being able to acquire and to fight to keep.

And it took a lot of effort.

Being Honest with mySelf, I’m like a train to get moving. I gather momentum as I go. That makes it easy to plough through barricades in my way without any extra effort. I asked my momentous Self what was the purpose of all this revving of engines if I never arrived at a destination? Perpetual motion was exhausting. Especially when it took everything I got, to keep going. Aha! Give and take…equals a net of zero.

I finally grasped it.

My previous list had been a list of things I could get. Had got. And showed my potential for getting even more.

Look at me! I’m a go-getter. Barreling down the tracks.

With my one track mind fueled by all my insecurities.

My inner world reeled as I came to a complete stop in my thinking. That‘s when my life started to resemble a train wreck as far as appearances went.

‘Things of Value I carry with me where ever I go.’

Where had I invested my sense of worth?

OUTSIDE of myself, that’s where. In things. In Objects. In achievements. I saw where this train of thought had led. To an endless series of competitions as a racing rat of an engine. How cheesy.

Oh, by all appearances I certainly wouldn’t have been considered even close to poor, yet, it was all a screen. A fake store front. It provided an appearance of a person of worth. I say ‘fake’ simply because inside my own heart, where it counted, I knew I wasn’t secure. Everything I got, could be taken.

Worse, even if I managed to ‘keep’ whatever I ‘got’, no matter how durable the good, it eventually would return to dust. Even plastic was biodegradable in lava. Depreciation, depletion, amortization, erosion, devaluation, attrition, everywhere I looked was subject to outside influences. Especially time.

Staking my worth and sense of security on anything like this was risky. I’d have to be pretty tricky and inventive to be able to control all these possible outside influences. Even if I somehow managed the ludicrous idea of becoming Heap Big Chief in charge, controlling ’time’ was going to be somewhat of a challenge.

There’s got to be something else, my Intuition told me. I just sensed it. So I asked myself the question again.

‘What Values do I carry with me where ever I go?’

And it was in asking again, that I finally Understood. ‘Getting’ and ‘having’ are different experiences.

What were the qualities of my character? What was inside my Heart? And I began taking an inner inventory this time. An inventory of qualities of character I could call upon at any moment’s notice. Any Where. Any When. Values of a Timeless sort of nature. Understanding, Acceptance, Tolerance, Patience, Compassion, Wisdom and, Forgiveness.

‘They were all there‘, I sighed to myself with a sense of relief. Some in greater supply then others, especially Patience and Trust but, all were there. I Had. I realized I also Had all the Freedom in Life, to Have more. Anytime I desired. Completely independent of anything and anyone else.

Ever since then I’ve lived with a Secure sense of Worth.

Secure in knowing Love is very Attractive.

There’s been another shift.  In case we might not remember, about 2 years ago I shared these shifts were coming in a series.   This one I could call #2.   When #1 came through, our Economy ~changed~.  This time different areas are going to be highlighted, specifically the areas of Equality, Balance, Harmony, Justice and Human Resources.

Basically, if we have drained other people’s energy in order to build our personal realities, then our lives are going to be drained in an equal and like manner.   Our desires thwarted while others’ desires served.   It’s called “Fair” and “Equitable”.   The “quantum flow” has shifted.  It is no longer going in the direction of greatest separation.  It is now flowing towards Unity.

Those of Us who chose to go “against the flow” and Value Unity over the Past, know that the experience can be likened to a salmon swimming upstream.  Now the current has changed,  it is everyone of Us experiencing a dual or polarized reality that is now a salmon, swimming upstream.

First thing I can share to make the trip ease-ier, is to say give up all Hope of the flow going back to the way it used to be.  Quit even so much as wishing or trying to go back to the old ways of living and doing things.  Don’t resist the flow; surrender to it.

Notice the title of this post?  I’m going to use the symbols of numbers, symbols commonly known and understood, as I endeavor to share the Understanding of what is transpiring.

Each and every single one of Us is a “1″.  We’re All individuals.  Whether we end up being a “2″ kind of One or an “11″ kind of One is determined by how we relate to others.

Like apples and oranges, “2′s” form relationships with other “2′s”,  “11′s” form relationships with other “11′s”.   Apples relate to apples, oranges relate to oranges.   “Peas stick your own pod.”  Why?

Because the very pattern of relating itself is different.  The game board looks the same for either chess or checkers.  But if one person sits down to play chess and another to play checkers, they’re not going to get along from the very start.   Such is the same for “11′s” and “2′s”.  We’re all sharing the same World.  We simply all don’t relate to that same World in the same way.

In terms of basic math, all “2′s” form relationships diagrammed like this:  1 + 1 = 2.  All “11′s” form relationships diagrammed like this: 1 + 1 = 11.

Energetically, we can see how this goes, when carried further with more “1′s”.

1 + 1 + 1 = 3; 1 + 1 + 1 = 111.
1 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 4; 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 1,111.

It takes 11 “2′s” to equal the energy of 2 “11′s”.  It takes 111 “2′s” to equal the energy of 3 “11′s”.  It takes 1,111 “2′s” to equal the energy of 4 “11′s”.

Getting the picture?

Humanity as a Race, is evolving into “11′s”.

And subconsciously all “2′s” already know this.   It’s the reason there is so much fear.  How can a “2″ possibly compete with an “11″ for resources?  There is simply no way.

So it sure is a good thing that “11′s” don’t “compete” isn’t it? An “11″ has NO interest in “competition”; an “11″ is only interested in “cooperation”.   “11′s” are Whole Beings…, Integrated Beings…, inter-dimensional Beings.

And “2′s” are not.

“11′s” are Masters of the physical plane

and “2′s” are slaves of it.

The goal and purpose of the “11′s”

is to free all the slaves.

Unlike the Civil War, we’re not going to war.   Oh, “2′s” are welcome to conflict all “2′s” want.  All conflict will do is drain the “2′s” of energy quicker, which serves the purpose of an “11″, {{{too}}}.  Why would an “11″ want to conflict with that?

“11′s” are here witnessing and bringing in “Christ’s 2000 year reign on earth”.  What this simply means, is that all earth realities are being brought into alignment with Greater, Universal Realities.   Earth Humanity is being recognized and accorded Universal citizenship, basically.   So now we have to ‘clean up’ our acts.  There ARE standards to be met, that’s where the “11′s” come in.  “11′s” are teaching the Universal standard through living it and expressing it.

And there’s a lot of work to do.  A lot of “2′s” that caught the preceding shifts got stuck, so there are fewer “11′s” then had been hoped for.  Expansions in awareness were used to glorify and exalt individuals, without the Personalities of those individuals being transformed and purified.  Because the gift of awareness was used for selfish purposes, these individuals were and are, blocked from any further expansions.  They got *stuck* in their own illusions and will remain there, until their Personalities learn how to kneel before the Wisdom of their Universal Self.

Like the Initiation of the Freemasons, a man is brought in blindfolded and led in by a noose around his neck.  The meaning of the Initiation is the admittance of being blind and ignorant, thus the blindfold and the noose.  It’s the reason why I use the  WORD “ignorant” to describe ourselves, even though I know how much it aggravates and annoys our false sense of pride.  It is our false pride that has to be put aside.

Just to be clear about something, I’m not speaking from a perspective of making all the ‘right’ decisions.  I know how much I resisted, unknowingly and unconsciously.   And I barely survived the process.  The way was hard and made even more difficult because it was accomplished in the face of Humanity’s collective momentum of resistance. Now the tables have turned.

And all collective “11′s” are dedicated and devoted to making the path easier on all “2′s” then it was for Us.   UNconditional Love in our hearts for ALL Humanity is our fuel.  That’s what makes an “11″, an “11″.  “2′s” only ‘love’ the “good” part of Humanity, not the “bad”.  “2′s” are limited in Understanding and Compassion for Humanity, while “11′s” are not.

As simply as know how to put it into words, a “2″ is psychologically needy and unbalanced, while an “11″ is not.  A “2″ forms relationships for what We can get out of another person or what they can do for us.  An “11″ forms relationships out of a realization and recognition of qualities of character that are Loving.   Limits in the characters of “2′s” are energetically repulsive to “11′s”.

I thought it would be helpful if I listed the character traits of “2′s” and “11′s”.  It would make it easier to discern the subtle, yet profound differences.  Below is a table.  The middle column is for “11′s”.  The outer columns are  for “2′s”.  Since all “2′s” are off balanced, in order for Universal balance to be maintained, there are always equal numbers of “2′s” off balanced, just in different extremes. That’s why the “2′s” get (2) columns, because “2′s” are polarized, there are just as many (+)’s as (-)’s.  So the columns are read as follows: overbalanced, balanced, underbalanced.

To put it another way, imagine we are all on a great big boat.  The way our world has been going, all the “2′s” are doing nothing more then rocking the boat, being lined up on either side.  “11″s are standing in the middle of the boat and calling out for every “2″ to take one giant step towards the middle of the boat.  All “2′s” that aren’t ready to take that step, are jumping ship.

Here’s the table:

*N.I.C.E:  Neurotic, Insincere, Compulsive, Emotionally dependent

“2’s” are slaves of matter, victims of it, while “11’s” are Masters of matter.  Sovereign creator power is still being accessed by all “2’s”.   It is quite simply, that “2’s” avoid and deny being responsible for individual choices and uses of Willpower. Once we cease attempts at denial, understanding what we’ve been doing to ourselves becomes clear.

While many of Us tried to use our Understanding of the Law of Attraction to create an abundant future, the Wise among us, started studying how we created our lacks in the first place.  It’s kind of like CSS (cascading style sheets).  It does no good to create a new style sheet, without changing the one that is running by default.

Hope this helps.

Get ready for some more rock n roll.

Love,

Sue Ann

This week has been an active one for me.  From ‘reports’ I’ve had coming in, I’ not the ~only~ one experiencing such activity.  Most of what I hear about, comes to me in the form of people calling me.  Sometimes not really knowing why they called, just feeling like calling.  Like my son did from college yesterday.  I had time to catch up with him late last night.

What’s going on concerns the subject of “power”.  And as the bottom falls out of our understanding of what it is and how to use it, the ground is also swelling under a totally *new* understanding of what it is and how to use it.  We’re swtiching from one energy flow to another on a very basic level.  Likened to swtiching from AC to DC currents.  Some of us call this level “quantum”.

Even my own energy field has been fluxuating.  Electronics and electrical appliances and equipment acting ~scewry~.  Blowing light bulbs all over the place.  I spent yesterday replacing a pressure swtich to our pump system…so we would have running water again.

Hear that?  I did it.

I was able to perform the task, with the arm and hand dexterity required.  My left arm and my left hand.    The ones that used to be numb and paralyzed, then operated only under severe pain.   And I did it without feeling any pain or discomfort at all.

that’s not all that has changed…

I am taking my walks now, without tears streaming down my face from the pain in my legs.  It simply happened all of a sudden, ~this~ week.  I can walk all the way to my destination of the bend in the river and back without stopping to rest until the pain subsides.  There and back…NO pain.

And the reason why my son and other people have called me, is because they *know*, I *know* what is happening and how to understand it.

I am going to speak for all the people in our world that have never ‘qualified’ for credit.  The ones of us that did not meet the “conditions”.

Since the markets have been fueled by credit demand, they have responded to only fulfilling the desires of those who have it and use it, while a vast percentage of our populations’ basic needs have been ignored.  Like a basic need for water.

When our pipes started flowing with water that tasted ‘bad’, how did we respond?

We responded by creating an industry that sold bottled water fit to drink.  Which in turn has created further challenges in disposing of the empty plastic bottles, as well as, all the costs of the materials for the plastic itself, and the energy expended in the production of said plastic bottles.

Which also left a lot of people stuck with the awful tasting water coming out of municipal pipes.

BECAUSE this was the way we RESPONDED to our need for water, ~now~ more and more of us are going to be stuck drinking the awful tasting water coming out of our pipes, UNTIL SUCH TIME as the problem is addressed that satifies the need of the many.  It’s simply a matter of HOW many it is going to take until such time as we decided to RESPOND differently to the problem.

HINT.  HINT.

Take PROFIT out of the picture when it comes to our water supply.

How about that scare a few months ago involving our pet food?    Ever take a look at how MANY brand names were effected?   ALL coming from the same plant?

Did it even dawn on us to question WHY we needed ALL those brands of essentially a lot of the same thing?

Last but not least I ask…

Wouldn’t it cost a lot less and get us a lot further, if we based our markets on the SPIRIT of Cooperation, rather then Competition?

After we walk the mile in another’s moccasins, we end up *knowing* the value of a good pair of walking shoes…ones with support.

Dearest Family,

There are events going on in our World right now, So I come to deliver a message.

DON’T BUY INTO IT

Don’t feed the drama with your own life’s breath and energy.

DON’T BUY INTO IT

It’s false.

It’s a *show* of “power”.

And NOW “phowa” is in charge. This is the *new* energy coming in and a very futile attempt of the *old* to resist. There is no quantum energy flowing in support. So all it’s got to feed on, is the energy of those it emotionally manipulates. And even then, our masses have been manipulated so intensely in the past, that if we care to notice…

Nothing is capable anymore of really making us react as we have done before. The ability to stir the public to fear has steadily lessened. It is no accident.

To put it a way I am familiar with, and maybe *you* are, too, is to imagine a generating plant. For the longest of time, it had one really huge main circuit and, one really small. Like a circuit to a streetlight compared to a high power transmission line. Then, the little one started growing bigger. And has been growing bigger for quite some time. Until it outgrew the other. Just as soon as it did, the ‘other’ was cut off at the plant. All the *old* paradigm is running on right now, is the last sputters off its own momentum.

It needs our energy of attention to feed off of in terms on consciousness to continue.

Peace requires we relate to one another in a whole different way. A *new* pattern of relationship. One where Value and Love for each Human part of Humanity is the Law of the Land. Since I can’t give what I haven’t got, it’s time for a grass roots movement of each of us starting to love ourselves as much as we can and expanding those limits.

Activate this exercise.

Every morning and every evening go look ourselves straight in the eyes in a mirror and say:

I Love You.

7 times.

Love,

Sue Ann

Many of us have been feeling *stuck*.  Just when things seemed like they were progressing in our lives,  all of a sudden it stopped.  Just as things started looking up,  a lot of our old issues began to surface again.   Kinda’ reminds of the weather where I live.   We finally started having days of sunshine and warmth, when the rains and dreary days came back again.

A lot of people have asked me if maybe we were in a “mercury retrograde” again?  To which I have replied “No, not this time.  This time there is another “retrograde” pattern affecting us.  This one, relates our career and business interests.”  There are a few *bugs* to be worked out before we are ready to move into our new paths.

We’re under the influence of an internal auditing process.

I’ll give an example…

When I started earlier this year in sending queries to literary agents,  to my utter shock and surprise, they responding to me in a matter of days, instead of weeks.  It caught me completely unprepared.  I didn’t have a “proposal” to send.  Why, I wasn’t even sure what one was at the time.

I did a bit of research, quickly wrote something up and sent it.  Then waited…

and waited…

and waited…

Originally, I was suspicious of agents selling books on ‘how to write a successful proposal’.  Basically, I smelled a rat.  “Buy my book to be considered.”

Under the influence of this auditing process, I went and did MORE research and found there were examples all over the place of ‘proper’ formats for business proposals, being offered for FREE.  Upon reading them, all became clear.  What I had written and sent was sloppy.  No wonder I didn’t hear anything in response.  Duh…

I hadn’t put anything in the *correct* form.

*NOW* I am creating THE ‘proper’ form for my presentation.  Going over everything with a fine toothed comb so it is polished and refined.

I am guiding to look at “forms” to discern where adjustments need to be made to resolve  lingering issues.  My friend {{simon}} is experiencing aches and pains related to his physical form.  This is all part of this cycle we are in.  Our physical plane of activity is morphing.  It is coming into alignment with the Greater Reality of Spirit.

In a World ruled by our Personality’s, things like Ethics and Integrity don’t matter, where in a World ruled by Spirit, they are the only things that do.

Those of us who have tried to respond to events and experiences in our lives in a peaceful, accepting and understanding manner will find a harvest of plenty coming to our shores.    While those of us who have responded like conflicted war mongers, will find our wills blocked.

The energy is coming in this week that will knock us out of our stuck places.  Be AWARE we might receive messages we don’t like but instead of fighting and arguing against any such messages, receive them as blessings indicating where we need to make adjustments in our desires.

As a message to {{simon}}, I *know* EVERYTHING you are experiencing, while the medical community might not know what is going on, I certainly do.  You are morphing my friend…as above, so below.  The very structure of your life is changing, just as the thought patterns of your mind are being re-wired.  Your mind, your body and your Spirit are all coming into alignment.  You are ASCENDING in consciousness my friend and displaying all the symptoms.

Bless you.

{{{{hugs}}}}

I leave tomorrow morning for the Swedish Medical Center…my *vacation*, I’m calling it. Where I will be required to *rest* and allow others to wait on my hand and foot. Before they both start turning blue. (smiling)

In a few weeks I’ll have a laptop but not now…

As much as I might wish I had one Now, I honestly know that if I did, I wouldn’t get much rest. I know me. I’d be up to somethin’.

Between now and the end of the month, we will find many issues that have been hanging around find resolution and as these resolutions make themselves known, the issues disappear. We may feel an urge to take action the middle of next week, however, some alignments will need to take place, aligning our inner world with our new directions in the outer world. These alignments will have to do with our decisions of whether we choose to fight over pieces of pie or cooperate in making the pie bigger.  Is our own Self development in competition with others or uplifting of others, too.

There will be a lull, with a sense of harmony that goes with it, right before the 27th of this month. As of the 27th, there will be a shift. This shift will require further adjustments in our thinking and ideas, as this shift begins the cycle of manifesting our inner Ethics. Business & Industry are going to undergo transformations, just as our spiritual beliefs underwent transformations over the past 15 years. Success will now be determined according to Humanitarian standards. Competition and competitors will fall by the wayside, as cooperation becomes the tone of our World.

I’m leaving instructions at home, so my blog will be monitored while I am away. I don’t expect to be gone very long and by the time I get back, we’ll be in the middle of all of it, so I’ll be able to share MORE…

*bye*

Walk Right In

Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on
Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on
Everybody’s talkin’ ’bout a new way of walkin’
Do you want to lose your mind?
Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on

Walk right in, sit right down
Baby, let your hair hang down
Walk right in, sit right down
Baby, let your hair hang down
Everybody’s talkin’ ’bout a new way of walkin’
Do you want to lose your mind?
Walk right in, sit right down
Baby, let your hair hang down

Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on
Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on
Everybody’s talkin’ ’bout a new way of walkin’
Do you want to lose your mind?
Walk right in, sit right down
Daddy, let your mind roll on
Daddy, let your mind roll on

ROFL…

From Karyl Jackson at www.alphalifetrends.com

This week, November 18th through November 24th, we find that we begin with the Pisces- focus emphasizing intuition and connectivity toward our spiritual side of life. We are able to coordinate our inner prompting to connect with our plans and put our ideas into action.

Early Tuesday action-oriented Aries launches our innovative ideas, tossing caution to the wind. The bold and more brazen side of Aries takes a strong stand, setting goals and plans that have been rolling around in our head without any movement forward. This energy pushes our plans out of the garage and onto the road.

Thursday Sun moves into Sagittarius shifting our focus, energizing our goals and plans even further. We feel the wave of energy pushing us beyond our hesitation as we move into the Holiday weekend.

Saturday the winds of Uranus begin to blow and bring in many unexpected situations. The high tide of emotions become very powerful as Gemini’s communication comes into play with the blowing winds of change. Unexpected information reaches our shore creating a surge of emotional intensity. The Gemini/Sagittarius focus emphasizes the information that has found its way onto our shore unexpectedly. Uranus brings in the winds of change that provide a powerful and unexpected gust of information.

This intense and emotional information connects with action-oriented Mars next Monday, the 26th, which blasts this new information out of its hiding place and comes into view.

Smiling REAL big! 

I dedicate this post to you, {{MikeS}}.

Just imagine me asking you, come the middle of January, if you understand what I mean about ‘waves’.

As of Thursday of this week, we’re in the middle of another one.

Within all of us there are emotional issues reflecting themselves in certain situations and circumstances in our lives,  that still haven’t found resolution.  Oh, we have some ideas of resolutions, of answers but, these solutions still don’t really feel ‘solid’.  (winking)

Now, until these issues are resolved,  forward progress towards our goals will be blocked.  No matter what course of action we choose, the ability to act outwardly, will be continually blocked and, not result in the effect we sought through such activity.

It’s a wave where if we are unaware of what is happening on an inner level,  we start acting in all sorts of ways blaming others.  This is especially reflected in relationships…tis’ going to be a season of blaming ‘men’ for all our problems, since it is symbolically the masculine energy of action that is undergoing a shift in direction. 

Basically, whatever we thought to do, isn’t what we need to do, in order to end up where we have in mind. 

This wave is for the purpose of providing course correction.

And between Thursday and New Year’s Eve, our courses will have been corrected.  There is information coming to us between now and then that will effect ur decision making.

Solara was one of the first writers over a decade ago, publishing works like “11:11″.

Her ‘surf reports’ are by subscription only and are used to support herself. Due to the nature of her August report, she had made it freely available to all of us.

There is much information here about what’s being going on in our lives since early August and continues to be a part of our lives. It may be easier for people to read her words then mine, so to cover as many bases as I can, I post her Surf Report Here.

Solara’s site can be reached at: www.nvisible.com

Many Blessings!

SOLARA’S SURF REPORT FOR AUGUST 2007
Tsunamis of Change