That’s me all over the place!

I was asked to go to this particular board by a long time friend, who has been a member of it since it began.

You know me, I brought in the energies that triggered a lot of shifting, so then the group could proceed to find resolution to some issues of conflict they have been having.

Did my *job* and then left.

‘MY’ head centers are all opening up MORE and integrating all the way down to my solar plexus. Whenever this happens, I get what appears like a head cold, as density is released through all my ‘energetic bodies’. So I’ve been blowing my nose and coughing, too, as the yuk drips down the back of my throat. Trying to take it *easy*.

Right now, I’m enjoying a rum toddy.

But I’ve an idea that a post is coming forth. There are sure are a lot of us going ~bonkers~ with this cycle we’re in now. Emotions are going to build to fireworks proportions by the end of this week but everything that is going on, is going on because energy is seeking resolution. And by the 15th of this month, we will have found it.

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I was wondering where you’d got to. Now I know – you’ve been casting light elsewhere!

You embraced yourself and loved yourself enough to listen to yourself.

What’s rising up and the intensity of it, are feelings of being threatened because by appearances, we’ve lost control. And much of our feelings of security have been founded on, being in control.

Remember…I said ‘herded’. Whatever we need to experience, in order to let go of our material attachments, is what I said has been happening for quite some time, little by little.

Leading up to now, when all creations and energy systems founded on *old* energy of Conditional Love and therefore, BASED on “insecurity”, are collapsing.

Ooooooooe…months ago I described the magician’s trick of pulling the tablecloth out from underneath the dishes. Remember?

The dishes are only momentarily upset, before they settled on the SOLID structure, that had always been underneath all the time.

I hope Chris won’t mind if I say to you that you’re quite a dish!

These shifts are about loving ourselves more. Respecting ourselves more. Investing in ourselves more.

When you stopped and looked, then you found what you had been seeking didn’t you? The POWER to rise above it.

You Created “Harmony Through Conflict”.

And the Resolution you reached is one that has permanent effects, especially in the areas of Self Realization and Self Recognition.

Bless you Dear. I have had a long day. I’ve been doing what I do best. I posted a post of mine on a ‘private’ board of people that resulted in over 500 views and 50 comments in one day.

I moved a lot of energy for them, was able to deliver the energy of shifting their consciousness. And not everyone was pleased, if ya’ know what I mean?

Realizing we are the ones that are the creators over our emotions is a BIG PILL to swallow, when so much of the foundation of our life has been on denying this responsibility.

But only those of us that are Self Nurtured, have the Courage to face all the Judgments and Condemnations that are thrown our way. The importance is aiding the shifts.

If I didn’t refuse to claim any responsibility for however others feel, then other people would never know of their own creative power over their own reality. It would be impossible for me to Inspire “Self Realization”.

And that is my Joy as well as my Service.

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Just at the moment, it’s like my ego’s going crazy. Whenever anything in life, the slightest thing, doesn’t go according to plan, I’m feeling extreme anger and unease rising inside me. I’m observing this emotion rather then getting swept up in it (most of the time!) but the force of it is very powerful.

Just now, I was describing one such incident to Chris, talking about the various feelings in me which it seemed to tweak, and just the talking about it seems to have released the negative energy. I’m feeling at peace again now. I wonder if you can suggest why that might have happened? Was it because the conversation gave me some understanding of why I was feeling what I was feeling or was it because I gave voice to the way I felt?

“One small step for man, one giant leap for Humanity.”

Smiling and waving!

As soon as I started realizing this, I felt this incredible sense of peace, joy, and empowerment – not the kind of power that may be viewed as negative, more like ability. Ability to create and recreate my Self, or really recognize my Divine essence and wholeness and thus recreate the world around me through me.

Yes, you are exactly right in your interpretation of how I used the word ego – it is the same as the false identity. The ego (false identity) is all about separation and Awareness/Consciousness/the I Am that we all are is the other piece.

Oh I Am filled with wonderful, joyous, exuberance!

WOW!

Grapple away because I understood everything you shared!

You are seeing through your new eyes already!

And have found the key to Creation. What you have expressed is an inner Understanding of both the Law of Attraction and the Law of Correspondences.

“The outside is a reflection of the inside”.

Which means if we change what’s inside, then the outside morphs to correspond to it.

Over the past 12 years many changes have been made concerning our issues of beliefs and philosophies. 12 years ago one of my friends who is a “psychic channel” would be shunned if she said what she did. *Now* she’s overwhelmed with attention and requests.

12 years before that, changes started happening concerning our issues with sex. Everyone started coming out of the closet.

We’re going into another 12 year cycle of change and transformation now. This time the area is business and banking.

Just as how we think about sex transformed and how we think about philosophy and religion transformed, so will how we think about business and banking transform over the next 12 years, too.

If I was a farmer and had carefully tended a field, sowing seeds of “not enough”, then I would receive a harvest of “not enough” showing up as a result. MOST of us have been sowing seeds of ‘not enough’, like casting bread upon the waters, and now our harvest of ‘not enough’ is coming in.

If we address our inner issues of worth, then we would discover we do not need so much ‘wealth’. When I HAVE, there is no desire or motivation to GET.

As for what you called our ‘ego’, I’d say yes. This is coming from the aspect of ourselves that believes in separation, as in being separate from God. It is what I call our false Identity…the one that was made, not the Identity we were Created to be.

Child of man and a child of god at the same time…the relationship that defines the essential duality of Man. The mess we made comes from seeing things through the eyes of being a child of man and the way to clean up our mess is for us to start seeing things through the eyes of being a child of god.

Healing is the reconciliation of the two brothers, a Divine Marriage in Identity. When I started out, I was a ‘human’ looking for a spiritual experience and now…

well, I *know* beyond a shadow of doubt, that I Am Spirit, having the most intimate love affair with Life possible, as a human.

You have given me a wonderful gift! Because you *know*!!!!!!

I don’t feel so lonely now, with others like yourself awakening, too!

Thank You!!!!

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When I read what you’ve written here about credit vs. capital, wanting to get but never having, blaming others for one’s own inner state, it all speaks to me of the ego. These all feel like the ego’s hallmarks of operation – that sense of never being or having enough, always fighting to get more, victim attitudes, conditional loving, etc.

This hits home for me significantly in that a number of the issues Spirit has had me looking at and working on within my Self (e.g., not looking outside my Self for what I need, not comparing my Self with others, turning inward whenever I experience the feeling of being upset or angry to find answers instead of looking for the source of my emotions outside in others and/or their actions) all feel like they’re just pieces of the same puzzle. And I’ve just been filled with this sense of knowing that if I tend to all these issues inside me, then what is outside me will be different. Like, I create within my Self and the outer shifts to reflect the inner. Or perhaps it will be as Proust says – “the real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.” I hope this has made a little sense at least – I’m still grappling with the language of it all.

Just since I’ve known you and it hasn’t been that long at all…you’ve been shifting through one awakening after another!!!! Clickety-clack, clickety clack, your veils have been dropping one after another.

And it’s not just *you*. It’s happening ALL over.

and the whispers, well, you know what effect *whispering* has on us. We intensify our concentration and listening skills because you know the way we are…pssst….I’ve got secret… then we’re ALL ears!

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Transition, that’s what we’re going through and there is nothing to fear.