The one thing I found out being exceptional at everything, is that it never did matter what kind of approval I received for my accomplishments, it never did touch the inside of me.

Being what others wanted me to be, never gave people a chance to know the real me. And I did it because I was afraid of rejection.

Little did I understand at the time, that in being afraid to be the real me, I had rejected myself.

And it was this initial rejection, that had created all my experiences of rejection in the outside world.

Be unafraid to come out and play. For like you have said, Playing is fun-da-mental. Life is suppose to be fun.

Thank you foy your love and your words.
Your spirit is always radiating, but I am praying for you to restore from your inconviniences.
I can image how about your Angela.
Lately, I knew my son had been in New Zealand for about a year and had a wonderful experience, in the report from the Honda mechanical college.

I remeber the words by Gurjieff in my youth I was so impressed.
It was ” Life is real only when ‘ I AM ‘”
It was fundamental and something similar to your words, I think.
It may be the time to be fundamental for me, I feel.

Love,
Yutaka Tanaka

Long time no hear from you?

{{{hugs}}}

You are one of the few worldwide that has actually seen a picture of me! And that little girl is now a teenager, going through all the teenage issues of thinking Mom is an idiot.

She has recently returned from a visit with her older sister and has since had her cell phone taken away and been grounded by her father because of the attitudes she was expressing.

{{{hugs}} to you Dearest. I bet things in your life are moving too!

Your words are always encouraging for me, no matter what subjects you refer to.
You seem to be very happy with your family.
I remember your photograph with Angela in the Yellow Stone Park some years ago.
She became very pretty and very wonderful, didn’t she?
I thank you , one and all.

Yutaka Tanaka

Conditional Love is the basis for hatred of Humanity.

It is a thoroughly abusive idea and in the action that it negates, it also repels.

Contemplate that believing in such, makes us energetically repulsive Beings.

I’m just on onry cuss…the energizer rabbit has nothing on me! I’m may move slow but I’m still going…

It may surprise us when we awaken to discover we have ALL been abused, especially mentally and emotionally, because of the debilitating beliefs we have believe, “conditional love” being the most abusive and hurtful.

At least I can now say, with a smile and a giggle, that I am free of of it!

Once we embrace all our wounds and hurt, we peel away the mask of ‘negative’ and realize the incredible riches of our very lives. That’s the TRUE Abundance.

The only way I ever figured out how to provide a sense of security for my children was to direct them inside their own hearts. I told them to tell me who they are and what their loves are, so I could guide and nurture their dreams. I’ve also taught them not to surrender their power over reality to others. If they know it is not Truth, if their hearts tell them it is not a Loving idea…then DON’T BELIEVE IT.

I’ve witnessed a time of banking collapse before, when loans extended did not have collateral. Yes, it’s true, not all accounts are insured and even those that are, have limits. It can also take years to get compensated through that insurance.

Credit unions are what I would call “safe” and “secure”. Simply due to the fact that the account holders are also share holders in the profits of the institution, rather then stockholders making money off account holder’s funds, while account holders make nothing. It’s a different energetic relationship: cooperation versus usury.

You are a miracle!

On the plastic issue. The debt/income ratio is sky rocketing. I heard on the news the other day that some type of account was not guaranteed by the Federal Reserve. Living a simple life teaches us wonders and really shows how to appreciate life, especially if we’ve ever experienced the other side fo the coin. I say, a piece of mind is worth it ALL. And it really IS.

Peace, Light and Love to you and yours . . .