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Presents

December 26th, 2007

I gotta’ Rainbow on Christmas Eve and snow on Christmas morning.

What’d Santa bring to you?

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19 Responses to “Presents”

GentleEssence
December 26th, 2007 - 10:29 pm
I was told my Dad has prostate cancer. My Mom has had spots of bladder cancer that is under a watchful eye. Is it my fault that this is what they both chose as an experience? I don’t think so. I love them dearly and am here for them. I will walk them over if they choose a guide.

Love ,

Debbie
Grace
December 27th, 2007 - 2:47 am
I received my estranged daughter, back into my life. I hadn’t talked to nor seen here since early October. She came with the news that the cervical cancer has reappeared (she’s 20) but I already know it’s going to leave again.

It was an amazing Christmas.
Sue Ann Edwards
December 27th, 2007 - 1:21 pm
{{{{Debbie}}}}}…{{{{{{{SIS}}}}}}}…

For years, you always have a habit of expressing something that triggers the depths within me to come forth. You just naturally DO it, being you.

I went to sleep contemplating your comment. December is always a hard month for me, for December 1st marks the date of my parent’s wedding anniversary, as well as, the date of my dad’s death. He died on their 42nd wedding anniversary, holding a gift for mom in his hand, as he took his last breath.

I counted it had been 23 years since he died; 20 years since I lost my mom to Altzheimer’s. And I wept. I cried tears of sorrow, for there hadn’t been one day that had gone by that I didn’t miss them.

Ohhhh, I knew I could feel them around me. I just couldn’t physically hear their voices anymore, nor could I physically touch them, feeling the warmth of their skin. The door to intimately experiencing them in this dimension had closed. What I had were memories…everlasting moments.

So the first thing I’m going to say to you is that you have 20+ more years of memories to bank on then I did. ***blowing raspberries***

{{{hugs}}}

One of the things I KNOW for sure, is that my parent’s life path and my life’s path worked together, in unison, for the benefit of the whole family and all the members of it, going back and forward for generations.

Sometimes we use our parents as crutches and only learn how to stand on our own two feet, mentally and emotionally, after they’re out of the picture, as it was for me and my siblings. It was a time of great liberation AND sorrow.

It is ALWAYS a time of Soul growth for all parties involved.

The question ‘is it my fault?’ really makes me itch. That tells me it needs scratching. And when I take the first step to scratch it, it feels like I’ve stepped into a loony tunes cartoon.

Is it your fault your parents have cancer?

Hmmm…let me see,

Were you born radioactive so that exposure to you is dangerous to our health? Gadzooks! I’ve been around you, do I need to go get some shots?

Uh huh. I sniff a whiff of a Guilt Trip being delivered, that instead got returned for insufficient postage.

Ya’ know, you may wanna’ *kabang* me for this but in a very obscure and misunderstood way, your Mom is being insightful if she thinks you have something to do with it all.

For pastoral care, in helping people cross over, both them and their families, is what you’ve been honing and refining all your talnets and skills to do for years. I speak of a refinement of Soul that you’ve undergone, in order to make yourself into a big enough person to handle the role which is your passion.

But it’s like swimming. I can’t teach anyone how to swim unless I show them how it’s done…IN water. Your personal and intimate experience with the process yourself, will bring your great depths of Power into play.

In that, your parents are being your parents. They are nurturing their child’s growth. And their child? In return, she’s nurturing theirs. Chosen? The day you were born. You may not be there with them physically but I know you, you’ll be with them EVERY step of the way and you can bet that on some level, they already know that. They are to be among the first recipients of the Gifts this Age brings for the benefit of us all.

Love,

Sue And
Sue Ann Edwards
December 27th, 2007 - 2:39 pm
{{{{Grace}}}}, {{{{{SIS}}}}…

A Reunion! Re-Union.

Ever heard the one about “the outside is a reflection of the inside”?

How ’bout the one phrased “the law of Attraction”?

Ask yourself…

Did your image of yourself and the relationship you have with yourself change, between October and the “Present”?

Between ‘then’ and the ‘Present’, did you willingly and willfully change any attitudes you had held about yourself?

Did you become more self accepting?

And have you happened to notice that between then and the ‘present’, your thoughts are on what you KNOW, that you are seeing through the Illumination of your own Soul?

Notice your thoughts, your mental impulses are ‘not’ in a state of panic?

You’ve ‘captured your mares’, reining them in and not allowing them to run wildly, then captured and mounted your bull of sensitivity, connecting with what your Soul has to tell you.

Step #1 – capture of the man-eating mares
Step #2 – capture of the cretan bull

You are dancing your dream awake.

You are nurturing your Child, both inside and out.

Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who’s the fairest of them all?

Now THAT’d be a competition…
Grace
December 28th, 2007 - 8:39 pm
Hummm….I’ll have to think about the ‘mirroring’ a little more where my daughter is concerned. I wrote about her yesterday…and our reunion.

She’s BiPolar and showed her first clinical “raging” when she was 7 years old. If somehow “I” am the cause of her manic episodes…and her compulsive lying…..and her drama….then I guess I’ll have to keep looking deeper within myself to see how I’ve done that.

However, keeping my boundaries firmly in place with her, while being able to live in the Present Moment of our relationship allowing forgiveness and healing, is a blessing – a miracle – and an answer to the asking of my heart.
Sue Ann Edwards
December 28th, 2007 - 10:12 pm
{{Grace}} Your daughter is back in your arms once again and you are both talking. This is time for good cheer!

For what it is worth and you can decide that…..I’ve met numerous people all claiming to have been diagnosed as ‘bi-polar’ and the diagnosis is a crock. What makes matters worse, is that the meds being used, are counter productive.

It is an emotional issue.

Send me your daughter’s birthday…
Grace
December 29th, 2007 - 8:03 am
Well, it’s a self diagnosis by myself and several family/friends in trying to figure out what in the world has been going on with her. She was on meds for antidipressents…but she’s never been on meds for anything else other than the cancer.

It is an emotional issue… yep. It’s just so – unusual. And there is stuff in the family tree that would lead one to believe she’s picked up on it.

8-22-87, in Fountain Valley, CA at about 4:00 in the afternoon

Can you imagine? Me (Aries), my son (Taurus), and my daughter (Leo) all in the same house? LOL Sure made for some fireworks at times…
tumel
December 29th, 2007 - 9:21 am
I too think that some diagnosis’s are not what they should be, and are made too quickly, this bi-polar and ADHD are two I think are such. I think they have to do with emotions as well, but too I think our hormones play a part in this, and I really feel that if our hormones are balanced our emotions will become this way as well.
tumel
December 29th, 2007 - 9:45 am
and I meant to add..that I think we are able to balance our hormones by taking a look at what we eat. I remember something I read, about meat:( and how the animals were raised and even killed. That the animals when cruelly killed, would release stress hormones into their bodies, which we in turn would absorb by eating this, and whatever other growth hormones or such they were given, but it is not just with meat, it is the chemicals and pesticides used as well on our vegetables and fruit.
Sue Ann Edwards
December 29th, 2007 - 1:40 pm
They tried to give me antidepressants after my strokes. After a week and a half, I said ‘NO way’. Said it all felt FAKE, a fake ‘lalalalalala’.

It literally CUT OFF my spiritual sight; it CUT OFF all communications with my Soul, nullifying my Intuition. I might as well have been dead, nothing more then an animated walking talking stack of dust…and there are plenty of those walking around as it is, without the pharmacutical industry creating even more…

One of the things most of us are unaware of, is that as children, the role we play in our families is to express what our parent’s are in denial of. And this can go on for generations. It’s what is called ‘family karma’ or Biblically known as ‘the sins of our father’s’.

So again {{grace}} recognize and realize your own inner connection, for you expressed much the same suspicions, tho not worded in the same way or presented in the same light.

Your daughter has the same sort of stellum, multiple placements of planets in the same sign, as you do, except they’re in a different sign.

What’s coming to me is your Creativity being turned against yourselves. Being used as a form of applying abuse. This would be self abuse. Abuse of the Divine Feminine in principle.

Now, the way things work, once one of you is liberated from this pattern, then you liberate your whole family; the healing extends both backwards and forwards into time. It transcends linear time, in other words.

Both you and your daughter, share the same pattern of thought of self denial that has been programmed into our entire planetary population. It is a pattern meant to keep us small, limited and unaware, so that we’re easier to control, manipulate and drain.

It’s a pattern that once we understand the puzzle of the “man-eating mares”, we are liberated from…

Following EVERY idea we entertain in our minds, there will be a FEELING. Energy always follows thought: e-motion, energy in motion. By observing WHAT emotion is generated as a result of our thinking, we become AWARE of our Creative Power over our own reality.

It’s why I keep saying ‘to thine own heart be true’. Because if we ‘held our horses’ long enough to observe, we’d observe ourselves following our guts, our fear center and definitely NOT listening to our Hearts.

If after an idea, it’s followed by an icky feeling, then that’s our HEART saying, ‘what you’re thinking is NOT TRUE and NOT LOVING, either.

The question is, do our impulses rule us or we them?
Sue Ann Edwards
December 29th, 2007 - 3:30 pm
{{Tumel}} It’s all a part of our creations of self denial.

True, we are not being energetically supported by the food we eat. That’s why it takes eating more of it, because we’re getting less and less out of it. Reminds me of the Star Trek episode “The Trouble with Tribbles”, where the Tribbles starve to death in a silo full of grain. The more grain they eat, the more they need, until finally they cannot comsume enough to keep themselves alive.

I’m a 51 year old women and I’m not buying any ‘hormonal’ bullshit whitewashing our lack of self discipline. I’m not talking repressed or supressed. I’m talking about our habit of being emotionally self indulgent ditz’s.

When I say I AM Sovereign, I MEAN it and that’s the way I’ve gone through menopause, too – without all the mood swings.

Energy follows thought and release of hormones into our systems also follows this energetic line of thought.

E-motion, energy in motion…what KIND of energy do we set in motion with the thoughts we’re thinking?

Notice the relationship between idea and feeling. It’s being UNAWARE of this relationship, that is the single cause of all of our woes. We’re not ‘holding our horses’. We’re allowing them to run rampant and unchecked, devasting the countryside of our lives.

The subject of Discipline is the one to look at in regards to the recent flurry of adhd and add.

There was a study performed. In this study, they gave each child a cookie and told them that it was their cookie and they could eat it whenever they wanted. But if they waited 5 minutes before eating it, they’d get another cookie to eat, too.

9 out of 10 of the kids couldn’t even discipline themselves to wait for 5 minutes.

Now me, if offered the 5 minutes and another cookie deal, I would wait. 5 minutes- 1 cookie , 10 minutes – 2 cookies. I’d wait for as long as the deal was running, just collecting cookies.

Now apply this lack of self discipline to everything in our lives nowadays.

I hear the pattern in stores all the time. Kids throwing fits beause they’re not getting what they want.

Last year a young couple came to me in regards to their child, a little boy 4 years old. They told me they had tried everything…promising him that if he behaved in the store then next time they came, they’d buy him something. I told them “FORGET that.” What you tell him is if he doesn’t behave, he’s being taken out of the store and going to sit in the car. If he doesn’t know how to behave in a manner considerate of others, he has no business being in out in public, much less in stores.

This little boy knew how to turn on the tears. Boohoo, I’m not getting what I want…you don’t love me.

Now the reason why his Mom asked me to sit with him as often as she did, was because I had the strength to put his little nose in a corner everytime he tried his blubbering manipulative game with me. I would tell him he had to stay in the corner for 5 minutes from the time he stopped his blubbering.

I short-circuited EVERY single one of his emotionally manipulative behaviours. For what his mother had taught him, was to expect other people to cater to his feelings, just like she expected people to cater to hers.

‘Course, I’m “mean”. I’m “inconsiderate” of other people’s feelings, simply because I DO consider other people’s feelings, as THEIRS. I don’t accept the placement of other people’s monkeys on my back. And the reason I don’t is because I CARE. The sooner a person knows they are in chrage of creating whatever they are feeling, the sooner that person is gong to start feeling better.
Grace
December 29th, 2007 - 4:20 pm
Then I am hopeful that as I continue my journey, it will be liberating for not only myself, but for the two women in my life I love the most: my daughter and my mom.

Following the ‘gut’ instinct, or following one’s ‘heart’…and there is the whole “head” thing too. Sure is a juggling act.

What I try to monitor my own actions by is feelings of PEACE. If I have PEACE – after I’ve done or said something – then I know I’ve done something congruent with the way I want to live my life.
thank you for sharing your thoughts on this.
Sue Ann Edwards
December 29th, 2007 - 5:29 pm
It’s as easy as juggling cats. And steadily grounding, anchoring, assimilating and integrating more and more of ‘it’, is the reason why I am considered ‘hyper-tensive’. There’s only so far I can expand to, before I don’t have any desires to come back.

It helps to know that whatever FEELING we experience, whether gut or heart, is a CREATED result of the perspective we’re entertaining in our heads. This Sensitivity, IS ‘the Divine Feminine’.

There is thought(masculine), then there is the sense that thought creates(feminine).

Gut emotions will be created as a result of identifying with our lower nature, instinctual and Heart emotions will be created as a result of identifying with our Soul, instead of our lower nature.

It’s simple but not easy.

It’s a matter of breaking our habits. And the only way to do that, is to replace it with another habit. That means catching ourselves when were doing it and establishing a new pattern.

One of our BIGGEST mistakes is acting on any kind of victim scenario. For our perspective of being victims is deluded. And acting on this delusion, brings more of whatever is it we imagine being victimized by, into our lives quicker then anything else we could possibly do.

And YESYESYES…HOLD the FAITH…healing these issues transcends time and heals the issues for both past and future generations. The reason it does, is because while most of us may imagine time is linear, it’s actually simultaneous.

Hugs to you, your daughter and your Mom…

And here’s to your EmPOWERment!

Cheers!
GentleEssence
December 29th, 2007 - 9:43 pm
Blessings to all!

Sue And is someone that I have known for ever. Period. When we incarnated into this lifetime, SHE got to be the “older” one as she’s a Taurus and I am a Gemini of the same birth year. She’s awesome in her reading of our nature.

I attended a work shop done by the Crimson Circle for Dream Walkers a few years ago. When we were getting ready for our dream walk we were told that there were souls we knew who wished to advanced to the crystal realms and onto the “bridge of flowers”. The crystal realms and the bridge of flowers are where we get to embrace our full beingness without our mental facilities. My Grandmother had passed in January of the same year. She was waiting for me to assist her beyond the lower realms of the mental portion of the astral plane. What a wonderful journey it was. I felt a path being placed where I stepped. I felt the Anansazi energies. She chose to cross the bridge of flowers.

So many people are truly afraid of dying because they never delve into themselves to understand who they REALLY are.

Love all ways,
Debbie
tumel
December 30th, 2007 - 9:09 am
For me I felt that when I changed my eating habits to one that was more raw in its nature I became aware that I was not aware, it felt like fogginess or dumbness of some sort lifted, something I did not even realize was there. It changed the way I felt about a lot of things, and I mention hormones because I felt these settle, my moods are more balanced when I go through my periods and I see this in my sons too, since they have begun to eat more so this way, their moods, which I sometimes connect to hormome activity are more settled.

What I realized as well though, is that I believe I am able to self-heal but I believe I am able to do this by first focusing on what I put into my body. Nourshing it first with food that is not filled with so many different additivies.

Maybe it is not this way, maybe this way is simply a little step in becoming Sovereign.
tumel
December 30th, 2007 - 9:12 am
bleh bleh bleh, dumbness was meant to be numbness.
Sue Ann Edwards
December 30th, 2007 - 1:46 pm
When {{Debbie}} says for ever, she really means it. Within our awareness, are ‘previous’ lifetimes together, one in particular is when I cut out her heart and sacrificed it to appease my gods. You can see she’s forgiven me for that….sorry Sis, I just didn’t recognize you at the time; didn’t realize who I was at the time, either.

{{{hugs}}}

Now we’re together, completing our cycles together, coming back together after multiple lifetimes of being apart. Talk about a love story…ours spans Eternity. We’ve been in touch with each other this time around, ever since Spiritweb first open their site, then have continued long past the time when Spiritweb closed down.

Over the years when I have felt the most despondent, the most frustrated and depressed, it’s {{Debbie}} that would come along and just say the right thing. Like we were playing bumper cars…she’d come along and give me a nudge to help me shift my perspective.

Taurus…know how much I LIKE waiting? We’re not especially known for our Patience.

Combine that with being given a glimpse of my ‘future self’ 15 years ago and you’ll have the cocktail I’ve been nursing, not knowing how long I’ve got to go, until ‘then’ became ‘now’. What I am releasing at this moment, are 15 years of disappointment…15 years of kicking myself for ‘not being there’ yet.

“Patience”: the ability to wait in Trust.

I didn’t know how to help my Dad, like {{Debbie}} is talking about when he was dying. I didn’t know how to help my Mom, either. Mom lingered with Altzheimer’s for 12 years, as she struggled through the lower astral realms. But my Mom was a trooper, she didn’t want to come back to the same place again, so the experience of Altzheimers allowed her to transmute and do a lot of inner healing, without a lot of outer distraction.

I couldn’t help at the time because I was still caught up in the illusions and delusions of the astral plane. But then when I did transcend it, I magnetized the way for my mom & dad to cross onto the “Bridge of Flowers”. My aunts, my uncles and all my cousins who have gone before me, too.

Gemini….aw….I’m not that much older then you are! My next story to write, which {{Debbie}} has quite aptly just displayed and expressed. The puzzle of Gemini brings Power over the astral planes, our ‘lower’ mental and emotional dimensions. Called ‘lower’, simply because they have to do with our nature of being born a child of man, relative to our awareness of being children of God. It’s a matter of resonance and not one of superiority.

{{I love you, Sis.}}

Namaste
Sue Ann Edwards
December 30th, 2007 - 2:28 pm
I apologize to you {{tumel}}…some of this stuff has just been so long ago for me, in terms of what I have experienced on my journey, that it takes a while for me to ‘tune in’ to ‘where’ you’re coming from.

BY ALL MEANS…directing your choices along the lines of avoiding additives and such is a BIG step, in claiming your Sovereignty.

My 1st husband was a chemical engineer in the food processing industry. I forget that most of us haven’t had the same experience. And trained in chemical engineering myself, it’s a habit to read ingredients for chemical formulas.

EVERYTHING you’ve shared you’ve been doing helps lift us out of the herd mentality…the fog and NUMBness you mentioned…the fake lala land.

Now…here’s another direction to approach the same issues from, IN ADDITION.

Bless your food. Bless your drink. Every bit, every morsel. Imagine that it contains all the love that your body needs.

By doing this, you bring your Creative Will into operation. Since ALL matter responds the Will of Creator, your Blessing will transmute any ‘negatives’ contained in the substance itself.

It may look like ‘food’. But it’s just energy, that’s all it is. Energy arranged in a pattern. And if you can say “I am”, then the Power is within you to change it.

Geez, I don’t know what I like least, periods or flashes. Since it’s natural for me to be inner directed, I used my awareness to cope with and sort of ‘balance’ my reactions and responses. I knew what I was experiencing was hormonal, just like you say. I just didn’t respond to it as if it was real. I embraced it as part of intimately knowing what having a ‘female’ body, or form, felt like.

I ‘rode my bull’ instead of being the bull.

You’re doing greater things then you realize.

{{{hugs}}}
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