Blubblub…
I’ve come up for air.
{{Grace}} called it “DEEP”. OK…i guess it’s deep. But I also say that ‘deep’ is a relative term. I’m not comfortable right now going deeper then I have yet I know there are greater depths to plumb. And the reason I know that is because that is what the Nature of Infinity IS…Infinite. Looking for bottom or ‘the end of the story’ as far as what’s Infinite and Eternal, is like looking for a corner in a round room. I don’t want to go there. Already BEEN there…Bewildered and Confused are intimate friends of mine.
The next ‘labor of hercules’ is a deep one and is taking more then one day to write. It’s the riddle of desire and relates to willPower. I can sum it up by saying there is a subtle difference between desire and willPower that a lot of us are unaware of. In short I guess I’m writing about essentials underlying the operation of the Law of Attraction itself.
My ‘sacred bull’ is in the Temple right now, with the brothers three. In order to be able TO write, what I am writing. I am generating a form. I am bringing something ‘down to earth’. I am ‘diving for Great White Pearls of Wisdom’….blub..blubblub…blubblubblub. And it’s what I LOVE to do. It is the JOY of my own nature. Allowing myself this Joy is the Gift, the Present, I give to ‘me’ this Christmas, coming in a form I can share and it can keep on giving.
These same depths are what is within each and every single One of Us. Within our Hearts is a Living Well. What this well pumps out, is the Love of the Universe in all its various scents.
It’s like we have our own boat floating on the surface of a great ocean. But these boats are just what shows above the surface. We all have great depths within us. We are not just our boats. We don’t have to live life just from the angle of our boat. Tossed around and at the mercy of wind and waves on the surface. We don’t have to discount it, by all means. But when the going gets rough, all we need do is simply change the focus of our lookout, to the depths below, where we can always find still waters and peacefully flowing currents.
Ride rough seas out by staying in our cabins. When scarey things and challenges come by in the life of a child of man, he remembers he’s a child of god to face them. And in so doing, realizes, I mean geuinely realizes, a knowing without a doubt, of Being a ‘child of god’.
Now back ‘down’ I go….
grinning…
S.E.
KoraKaos
I am thankful your love exists. May it attract more and more love. That’s all...
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December 20th, 2007 - 3:52 pm
I was thinking so much about you last night (((( Sue Ann )))) as I sat in a class taught at the my favorite Esoterical hangout, The Four Crows. Ended up there totally synchronistically, as I originally went to have a chat with one of my favorite ‘gurus’….and ended up staying long enough to join the group.
So this woman was teaching the weekly lesson 5 of a 9 MONTH class on “Soul”. Apparently, it’s all Alice Baileys’ stuff…7 Rays, with 7 Subrays….Material on up to Adi, with a Astral and Mental and Buddhe inbetween. She was drawing figure “8″s and talking about the Doorway of Ray 4…Calling Down Divine Will and raising our vibrations to Cosmic dimensions of Service….That we are rising as a ‘whole’ to the MENTAL realm from the astral….
And as I sat there, listening to her talk in what was basically another language, I kept fighting the thought: “This is so much B.S.” with the desire to experience the ENERGY of what she was talking about. I knew that if you were with me, you could translate. LOLOLOL
<—- TweedleDumb
But I DID come away with my Next Step – FINALLY, thankyoubabyJesus. I finally know which direction to move in.
llalalalalalaaaaaaaaa
December 20th, 2007 - 4:24 pm
Oh for heaven’s sake!!! LOL
Sounded like a bunch of gibberish didn’t it? If you think that’s ‘bad’, Blavatsky’s “Secret Doctrine” and “Isis Unvealed” are ‘worse’. These books make the Urantia look like easy reading.
Now you understand what I meant about giving us headaches. I have all these sets of books in my personal library. Many more as well, including 6 different Bibles.
One of them is the ‘new revised version’ of the King James Edition, dated 1889. In it, it has the ‘original’ 1661 version, side by side the revised text. Whole verses were changed. order of verses was changed. And meaning along with it, just from that one revision.
You could say I’m ‘cutting straight to the Heart of (the) matter’, while doing my best to entertain our heads at the same time.
I’m sharing the feeling of it all, the KNOWing of it. It’s not something I am currently studyING. It is part of what I studIED.
It doesn’t matter from which door we enter, the dance is the same. At least that’s what I keep trying to convey. Once we get on the ride, there is no going back. We can’t not know something, once we know it.
All the works i’ve quoted so far have still been very much tied up in the great illusion of polarity from the angle in which they were written. They are abstract works of our mentality and BEAUTIFUL works. I simply didn’t find they conveyed a lot of FEEL for the subject. Hmmm….a HEART felt understanding of it.
And it’s this Understanding of the Heart, that opens the doorway to communicate heart to heart, where actual understanding can be conveyed. Intelligence not required.
Grinning.
Look at me. I’m a ding-a-ling!
The only way I find you ‘dumb’, is that I bet you didn’t stand up and say ‘this is b.s.’ You went ‘dumb’.
And ‘good for you’! It gave you a chance to appreciate your own Heart-felt Understanding a bit more in light of how ‘it’ was trying to be taught. rofl
Now you have opportunities to share…insight
…in addition to.
{{{{HUGs}}}
December 20th, 2007 - 4:41 pm
Hey, now…have a little more faith in me than that. As I was leaving and my friend, Nila – the proprietress – pulled me aside and asked, “So, what did you think?” I told her…
“Remember when you told me “it’s all B.S.?” Well, that’s what I was thinking the whole time”
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Girl, we HOWLED because she thought the same thing.
Who knows…I might of absorbed SOMETHING worthwhile…
hehe
Hey, the new bible thingy sounds awesome. When I was into all that, the NIV was my translation of choice – and the one I was most apt to teach from (including the Amplified).
December 20th, 2007 - 10:42 pm
ROFL…I wish I’d been a fly in the corner…
Now…., (grinning)…in the post:
http://sueannedwards.wordpress.com/2007/11/17/crown-of-light-activation/
did you get more of a FEEL to the actual MEANING of ‘the rays’?
And here’s a real kicker…I bet it wasn’t mentioned ‘in class’ that the hardest way to understand any of it, is through our heads. It says that over and over in the books themselves but no one seems to mention it when its being taught.
The main group ‘sponsoring’ the Bailey Books is the Lucis Trust and they’re an extremely controlling group. I sense a flavor of intellectual arrogance and intimidation but haven’t met anyone or had any contact with the group itself.
What was revealed to me through my collection of Bibles is that ‘meaning’ had been distorted. I’ve only heard of one ‘new’ Bible. You open it up and all the pages are blank. As Creators of our own Reality, we write what we choose.
And what we choose will either turn out to be in alignment with spiritual realities or it won’t. Will either add to the maya or help dissolve it. Same thing we’ve been living with since…forever. The *plus* is that at least we’ll be aware that there ARE spiritual realities.
December 21st, 2007 - 7:41 am
Hi Sue
I’ve been lurking around for a bit here. I enjoy what you write..and I have a close childhood friend named Sue Ann Edwards…so that is weird!!
any way i just wrote a post on my gratitude blog (www.xanga.com/delaferriere) saying goodbye to 2007 and here is what I wrote about my spirituality in 2007
SPIRITUALITY
My awareness and consciousness expanded a great deal in 2007. I slowly let go of outer observances. Attending church services and bible studies became more difficult when God kept screaming in my ear…I want to teach you. This is between me and you. Though these people may have the best of intentions, pay no mind. Listen to ME. So that is what I’ve been doing and it has been through this sort of dark night of the soul that I have come to know fully my purpose here. It was a road of questioning and doubt but in the end led to freedom. Being born again comes not by study (and trust me I did a lot of study), nor by anything else, but only by the changing of our point of view. This marvelous change of viewpoint, the shift of the central focus of our attention from the false self (sinner) to the true Self (child of God), is the ultimate achievement of spiritual practices. This is the Gospel for me. Robert always asks…”why must you look so deep. It’s simple and you don’t need to go so deep.” I would disagree. On the surface, each of us is separate and we have our own individual way of life. But, in the depth of being, we are One. The goal of our spiritual practices is to move beyond the surface, and to discover the depth. The surface of the ocean has waves, turbulence and an ever-changing appearance. The depths of the ocean are calm, peaceful and stable. Likewise, the surface of life, the ephemeral portion of life that is grasped all-too-tightly by the little self, is turbulent, upsetting and ever-changing, while the depth of life, the aspect often called divine, is peaceful, calm and dependable; it is the rock-steady foundation upon which our life exists; it is our true nature. I dove into deep waters in 2007 and I’m swimming around quite peacefully here learning more everyday. This is my journey and I’m sorry if it doesn’t look like yours. The fruit will speak for itself.
I think we agree
December 21st, 2007 - 3:19 pm
Greetings {{Kris}} !! Welcome, welcome, welcome! There IS another “sue ann edwards’ listed on the internet….a ‘family psychologist’ somewheres in California. But this hasn’t been my name all of my life. It changes. (hands up in the air)
Dearest, of all things don’t be ‘sorry’ for sharing your REAL self. It’s something to feel GOOD about doing…Liberated….not sorry. {{Hugs.}}
You communicated the sublime beauty of Assurance as far as I can ‘see’.
I have come to understand that being outer focused has a lot to do with our ability to enjoy drama. We can’t go deep and still be able to relate to the drama on the surface of things. It just doesn’t work. We can’t experience being still and being upset at the same time. We CAN experience both, just not in the same moment.
Once I begin to spell ‘responsibility’ as ‘response ability’ and claim we each are Soveriegn over what that response Is, then things have a way of becoming much clearer, especially when I add that we are reaping whatever we choose to sow, through the events in our lives, no matter what those events and experiences look like.
I would say “Peace Be With You” but…, you’ve just shared it already Is, so that would be redundant of me, would it?
Welcome!
December 21st, 2007 - 4:02 pm
Thanks…
I guess the reason I apologized is because the people I left behind at church and the bilble study are convinced I’m being tricked by “familiar spirits”…lol…and they read my blog. They just don’t get it and I’m really sick of trying to defend myself….but you’re right…I shouldn’t feel sorry…and really I don’t. It’s them I feel sorry for.
a very wise person once told me that saying sorry you give away your power.
Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS.
December 21st, 2007 - 4:12 pm
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU TOO!
They honestly communicated their Truth….’familiar spirits’…it’s the essence of Compassion you feel in your Heart, for they share they are UNfamiliar with that same Spirit.
And desire to stay that way.
And are made uncomfortable by your unwillingness to do the same. Not really for the reason of what it makes you look like but…how it makes them look.
{{{Hugs.}}}
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